This blog is belong to me only now,will be no recent updates from another one anymore.
I dunno why,i suddenly feel like crying. I didnt cry after tis event. Maybe i tahan too much alr. Feeling tired right now,my maid have gone back to counseling,I gotta help to do all the house chore at house. At first, I thought that it was good becuz it gave me a chance to be busy and not to miss him. After the tiring work, i started to miss him again. Nobody would ask me u tired anot?nobody will sweet talk wif me,nobody will call me go rest,nobody will ever think bout me. At house,everybody was calling me do this,do that. Nobody realised that im in bad mood. I feel lifeless now. No target,no motivation. I don't have anything right now.

I don't understand why he wanna did that to me. Am i very nice to bully? If he reali don't love me alr,then when i said break tat time why didn't he agree for it? What for created the star and sky story to make me believe that actually we could continue this relationship anymore. The sky left the highest spot for the star. If the star varnish from the sky,it'll explode too? No, the sky missed the star for 3days. The last day of the break, it suddenly said no feelings anymore.Just a few days, everything became in this situation now. I lost, i lost in my relationship. Maybe ur football and friends are more important than me. In ur heart,im jus nothing. U don't appreciate me. Did you reali feel happy when date wif me on that friday? I can said,im very happy. I appreciated much. The movie we promised gonna watch wif each others,Devil.It's no more now. Everything seems so pathetic to me right now. Wad should i do?